我... 好憎自己呀!!!

真係好討厭自己做咩都"立立糯糯".........
連報non-jupas咁大件事都拖拖下...
拖到以為自己原來已經放棄左，一路偏離自己o既目標... (雖然我一路都冇目標......)
拖到我已經唔記得左我究竟點樣生活緊...
星期五係死線，我會循例交埋份form，咁樣之後我就唔可以再怨d咩啦...

我就係唔知o係度避緊d咩... 好stressful......

我知佢唔會收我喎... 咁係咪報下都唔得丫??!
今日samson老師話"一命二運三風水四積陰德五讀書"，聽完都唔知可以點應佢...

我都係發下牢騷o者... 冇事o既...

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今日mktg in practice玩enneagram，之後小組討論就玩"互插"。不過，所謂"互插"，都只不過係成組人一齊傾下計，互相講下大家o既長短處o者...

我絕對樂意聽組員們講有關我o既野，原來大家都覺得我係一個咁o既人~

但係我又想講兩句喎:
1. 「過譽啦...」
2. 「我唔係咁架...」

基本上... 我性格上o既所有優點都係我o既缺點，所有缺點都係優點。

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唔開心...
仲要又生智慧齒...
我已經冇力反擊架啦...
再迫我我喊俾你睇架...!!!

迫於無奈行山記~

好耐冇做過service，今日好似係我升左上去之後o既第一次~
今日我好早就上左城門水塘做一個步行活動o既helper，
本來諗住當大家都起左步o既時候可以行返轉頭，
但係後尾唔知點解(真係唔知點解...)我竟然行埋一份......
哈哈哈~~~ 路線同以前越野長跑一樣~
好似脫離唔到可風個"cross country walk"咁呀...
好"支力"呀!!!!!! (因為我著左對行街o既鞋... >_< )

點都好，無論係對人定對自己，今日我都算做左一件有意義o既事~ ^_^

久違了aldi ^_^

今日都ok開心架~ 因為aldi今日同我地一齊去打邊爐~~~
都有成兩年冇見佢啦，今次見返佢，個感覺都冇變到~
首先就緊係個big hug先啦~~~
佢依然係咁陽光、咁鐘意笑~
仲有，女大十八變啦~ 成熟左又fit左咁啦~
一大班人hehe haha咁就過左一個晚上~
heehe... 幾位捽碟人真係好hip-hop架~~

飯後同朋友們行左一陣街，都係仲未買到自己想買o既野...
次次都mission fail... 好helpless囉... (haha~)

與人無尤...

係自己要放手，有咩好怨...
機會，真係要自己爭取，
如果俾身邊o既人一個唔覺意攞左去的話...
咁就揼心啦...
next time, i won't let it go......

討厭!!! 實在太婦人之仁啦!!!!!! >_<

今天心情很複雜...

得知一好友身體抱恙，嚇左一跳，好担心...
所以放學之後立刻和其他朋友一齊去探佢。
點都好，我相信你樂天o既性格真係幫左你好多，但係咁都唔代表你可以扮冇事呀!!!
你係冇事至好呀... 我會o係你身邊support你架~

皮肉之痛唔算得係d咩，得知佢可能將會遇到一個更大o既考驗，心情必定十分矛盾......

之後，我o既心情都有d複雜......

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都係多接左一份補習，因為呢個係強迫自己唔去頹廢o既最好辦法...

近期睇緊兩本書:
1. 相隔一年，再睇返余秋雨o既"千年一嘆"，另有一番滋味、見解，唔似得中學o既時候咁生吞活剝，睇左等如冇睇。而家我返學放學都睇呢本書，如果有唔明同埋感應唔到我都唔會飛去下一句架!!!

2. 人格分析--- miss poon早o係我地中三果年已經教enneagram，我早幾個月研究緊自己，呢排研究人o地~ 前幾日上marketing in practice missy竟然都同我o地玩"九型人"，仲話「好有用、真係好準」... miss poon真係前瞻呀~~~

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「別人的事，我沒有興趣。」
原來做"花澤類"都有佢o既好處~~~

呢幾日o既我

呢幾日我成日都想一個人獨來獨往。
返學一個人，放學更加要一個人，因為個腦好"支力"...
知我近況o既人都知道最近有一件超謬謬o既事發生左o係我身上，呢件唔係大事，仲可以話基本上應該唔關我事，但係就偏偏令我覺得好煩、好厭...

我唔想做任何一件事、講任何一句話都要諗過度過，我唔知身邊有冇呢種人，但係我唔會再理~
我想好straight forward咁、hehe haha咁囉... 即管當我係傻架啦，反正我又唔mind...

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呢幾日我都好好學，仲要應該唔係三分鐘熱度果隻。
我所指o既好學，唔係課堂上，而係上至天文下至地理、各式各樣好多元化o既涉獵(係咪咁寫???)

第一步---清晒我書柜裡面所有買左返黎但係未睇過o既書(唔計漫畫都仲有好多...)!!!

我諗，就算我讀marketing呢d咁實際o既科目，都可以試下去做做學問卦...

但願，我今次可以維持到...

Do you really care?

I saw a picture of a small girl
Crying and living in a lost world
The men fight for dear God
She don't care cause there ain't nothing left to share
I'd watched TV about a sick girl
She was only nine but she'll be gone soon
When and where she's going
God will know She doesn't want the sun to go

Don't you know that we care?
Keep the faith and hope is here
Deep in my heart I ask myself
Do we really care?

I read the paper of a colored boy
He was starving so we're the lone vultures
Why so full of sorrow no tomorrow
There's no rainbow Will he ever know?

Don't you know that we pray?
For you to see the light of day
For you to bring back the lock of love
Words of wisdom Is it enough?

Eason演唱會

八點七開場，唱足三個鐘!!! 十一點七先散場~~~
佢講好少好少野... 百五蚊聽四五十首歌，真係抵到爛~
但係好似冇咩邊首歌特別好聽... 因為佢首首都咁好聽囉~
仲有一對大家見到會好開心o既嘉賓，
但係嚴格黎講呢... 佢係冇請到嘉賓架~

唉... 有Boy'z睇下都好丫... (哈哈哈哈~~~)

What a Wonderful World --- Louis Armstrong

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying I love you.
I hear babies crying, I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll never know
And I think to myself what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself what a wonderful world